a hoyden’s blog

so,where do i start??

why do i start a blog?
1)i’m bored..
since it’s holiday and i dont have anything better to do, crapping and let other people read it seems like a good idea..NOT like i have anything better to do…
2)dima..
a friend in need is a friend in deed..reading her brilliant blog(check it out-http://dmarlina.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/) makes me wanna write my own..though am not good with words like she does..and she encourages me to do a blog of my own so why shouldn’t i??NOT like i have anything better to do….
3)did i mentioned it’s a holiday??
i planned to work,but……got myself buzy when my kaklang got married last month but im not that buzy now..i went travelling back and forth(perak-penang-perak-kl-perak-penang-perak-kl) but not enough to get me occupied coz i really don’t have anything better to do..
4)I DONT HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO…………..

what should i write about??
1)myself??
who wants to know me raise your hind(or hand??)!!hahaa..you can read bout me in my frenster profile so no need for me to write bout that…
2)movies i watched,songs i listen to,books i read??
i love to watch movies so maybe i’ll write bout that..songs??there’s just too many!!where should i begin??books??i’m not much of a book person..unless my coursemates wanna read me crap about sadiku………..
3)what i like to do??
i like to watch tv…should there be anything to write about that,i will..i like to surf d world wide web…sites i love to open-http://muaturun.blogspot.com/,http://mariberpesta.blogspot.com/,http://postsecret.blogspot.com/,www.miniclip.com,www.youtube.com,friendster(of course),and my course’s yahoogroups..i like to write poems,play games on my laptop..agrhhh..enough of talking about me…………..DON’T I HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO??

being me

lately there’s this problem i truly feel and see
i’m not being myself,i’m not being me
i am being someone else i don’t want to be
when i look in the mirror i ask myself "who is she?"

they might call me an outcast
judging me as arrogant and ignorant is quite fast
to achieve who i want to become is a must
but it seems that changes occurs on me in blast

must i follow what they they told me to?
it’s like i can’t command myself to do what i want to do
i woke up one morning and i’m not the person i knew
i’m not being me,i’m someone new…

well..thanks for reading my blog…..