a hoyden’s blog

brazil lost……sedeynyer……….

After years of anticipation n waiting,the trip for the 5ive(me,ili,dima,o-ne n c-nern) finally became a reality..and sadly,it has ended..we spend 4 days in pantai chenang and another 1 day at c-nern’s house..d trip was nice-meeting up with old friends at a beautiful island on a beautiful beach with such beautiful surroundings and experiences-it was in deed nice from the very beginning till the final moment..did i had fun?????doesn’t matter..did i have enough chocs??NO!!but enough for the time being i guess…..

check out the pics from my langkawi trip my the 5ive in my photo album…

it’s world cup fever!!!i must say,i got a little bit of flu from it..i stayed up everynight..2100,0000,and 0300 are the time for football for me(not having channel 70,mtv n v left me no choice but to watch football)..right now, netherlands’ leading 2-1 over ivory coast..watching drogba vs nilsteroy..my fav team is not playing tonite..but as u can see in the picture, i love kaka so my fav team is brazil..yes,they only won 1-0 the other day(thanx to the ever so handsome kaka) and not as much as argentina won 6-0 juz now but i think brazil have a great chance to still hold on to the cup..

other than the world cup fever, there’s the akademi fantasia fever..i was a great fan of AF especially season 2..but i just think this season is a little bit lame..they have the voice of course(farhan and velvet have great voices) but i dont think they can be big(though velvet IS big)..i watched one in a million at 8tv and i think their voices are pretty impressive..well,there’s dayang nurfaezah and siti’s little sister and one of the past malaysian idol’s contestant(faizul) and some guy who is an artist(billy zulkarnain kot??)..of course it will be interesting especially if these people got voted off..hahaa..we just wait and see who will get voted off especially in AF..my guess this week should be haziq..no offence to his fan but  i think it’s time for him..my fav AF student in the time being??none………i promised myself not to waste my credit n vote for anyone this season…

another fever i have right now is the holiday fever..i must admit,i miss my friends back in utm but i think i prefer not doing anything compare to doing assignments,walking to class under the hot blazing sun,paying for food everyday,being(or sleeping) in classes..and not to mention exam results and next year i would have to do more walking since my hostel is damn far from the faculty….holidays are the time for me to stop thinking so much and do nothing other than leisure….though there is less then a month left of my holidays,i’ll enjoy it till the last second..go HOLIDAYS!!

well..im going to leave these fevers for a couple of days since im going to LANGKAWI!!!!tomorrow@sunday,we -me,one,ili dima and cnern- are FINALLY going to langkawi after years of planning and sooooo many obstacles..i cant wait for tomorrow to get out of this house and breathe fresh,beach air……….

time’s up..netherland just won 2-1 over ivory coast..ivory came close to make it a draw  but the orange dutch people are still going to the next round..with ecuador,germany,argentina and of course england…endland vs germany will be an interesting game(if ecuador win group A)..hopefully brazil can join them in the next round…till then..thanx for reading…

so,where do i start??

why do i start a blog?
1)i’m bored..
since it’s holiday and i dont have anything better to do, crapping and let other people read it seems like a good idea..NOT like i have anything better to do…
2)dima..
a friend in need is a friend in deed..reading her brilliant blog(check it out-http://dmarlina.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/) makes me wanna write my own..though am not good with words like she does..and she encourages me to do a blog of my own so why shouldn’t i??NOT like i have anything better to do….
3)did i mentioned it’s a holiday??
i planned to work,but……got myself buzy when my kaklang got married last month but im not that buzy now..i went travelling back and forth(perak-penang-perak-kl-perak-penang-perak-kl) but not enough to get me occupied coz i really don’t have anything better to do..
4)I DONT HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO…………..

what should i write about??
1)myself??
who wants to know me raise your hind(or hand??)!!hahaa..you can read bout me in my frenster profile so no need for me to write bout that…
2)movies i watched,songs i listen to,books i read??
i love to watch movies so maybe i’ll write bout that..songs??there’s just too many!!where should i begin??books??i’m not much of a book person..unless my coursemates wanna read me crap about sadiku………..
3)what i like to do??
i like to watch tv…should there be anything to write about that,i will..i like to surf d world wide web…sites i love to open-http://muaturun.blogspot.com/,http://mariberpesta.blogspot.com/,http://postsecret.blogspot.com/,www.miniclip.com,www.youtube.com,friendster(of course),and my course’s yahoogroups..i like to write poems,play games on my laptop..agrhhh..enough of talking about me…………..DON’T I HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO??

being me

lately there’s this problem i truly feel and see
i’m not being myself,i’m not being me
i am being someone else i don’t want to be
when i look in the mirror i ask myself "who is she?"

they might call me an outcast
judging me as arrogant and ignorant is quite fast
to achieve who i want to become is a must
but it seems that changes occurs on me in blast

must i follow what they they told me to?
it’s like i can’t command myself to do what i want to do
i woke up one morning and i’m not the person i knew
i’m not being me,i’m someone new…

well..thanks for reading my blog…..